chapter 42

a few days after my cliff climbing episode , it was time
to leave all my newly discovered friends in chamonix and
make my way to lousanne , switzerland...where i was to do
some volunteer work for some over-the-top religious fanatics...it
makes perfectly good sense on one level...i mean , why live
in paradise when you can get publicly destroyed for masturbating
on your bunk bed??? i have had a hard life so far...and im going
to continue having one even if it kills me.

it was a beautiful day as the train pulled into the station
to take me away from scott and all the other pseudo-dingos
that i had grown to care for quite deeply over the last
few weeks...i cradled my beer and drove off into the sunset...like
jessie james...but a bit more drunk...and without a horse...and
i dont think he was a poet either...but i did have a bank
card...and thats sort of like robbing a bank...regardless
, it was just me , my cheese and my beer now...and the cheese
was almost gone...gone like the rest of us will soon be
gone.

this world is , indeed , ending...and it will end as the
spiritual universe breaks free from the dimension that it
is presently subject to and conquer all .

there is obviously a death wish within the hearts of most
of mankind...and their part in the evolutionary process
is to take this planet to the very point of where this desire
can be actualized...it is , in fact , like most of mankind ,
part of some giant computer...working to complete a program...unaware
that what he believes he is consciously doing for good...he
is really doing to fulfill the desire of his subconscious
mind .

you will know when the end is coming...there will be no
well known religious leaders , or otherwise , talking about
it...the only reason , in fact , that these fuckers talk
about the end now...and the same reason why others listen...is
because they have the luxury to do so...it doesnt make them
feel unsafe...because the nature of most people is to embrace
deceit...and , furthermore , on some levels they are aware
that the end is not upon us.

when the end comes...the only people who will have even
the slightest idea that it is coming...will be those no
one will listen to regardless of how much ability they have
to articulate themselves...this should be quite obvious...truth
seekers have never been popular in this world , or this universe...and
they never will be.

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